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1. A Counselling
Session
Alan watched
Deborah enter the room. They had a session twice a week. The black-haired,
green-eyed woman looked wild and proud but her progress into the room was
halted by her curious way of walking. She took two steps forward and then
one to the side. At the end she might turn or continue. In any way it took
her the better part of a minute to reach the chair.
Though her difficult movement pattern was certain to be cumbersome,
Deborah didn't look all that troubled. She emulated the knight from the
game of chess and was one of three patients admitted to the psychiatric
hospital who exhibited similar symptoms. None of them had known each other
before nor had they had any contact with each other or their friends and
relatives. It was a mystery why these people, who mostly only had a vague
idea about the game of chess, had fallen victim to this peculiar type of
obsessive-compulsive disorder. Alan had lobbied a lot to have all three of
them brought over to the facility where he worked. Palms had to be greased
and forms signed but he was very excited to be working with them.
Deborah sat down and swished her long black mane in a wild fashion. She
did not only walk like the knight-piece, she also acted like her
counterpart. Attacking in ambushes, and always going for the queen, the big goals
and sometimes she reached for the impossible.
At current she was convinced that the man in front of her was her king.
The one who would rule and command her. He just refused to admit it and
kept on the psychological babble about her having a disorder. It was
frustrating, but at the same time arousing to have this weekly battle
between them. She always looked forward to it. She just knew that she
would follow him wherever he might lead her.
"Welcome Back, Deborah." Alan said, "How have you
been?"
"Looking forward to our little talks, like always." she replied.
"How have the days been treating you?"
"About the same." she shrugged, "It's a nice place but I'm
not convinced I should be here. I feel restless, like I should make a
move. Like you might be the one to show me where to get
started."
"I'm flattered that you lay that much importance in me, but I cannot
make your decisions for you. I'm just here to listen, give advice and
point out peculiarities. Like how you've reverted to expecting me to lead
you again."
Alan had hoped to have broken through by now. Each time they talked he
felt like Deborah opened herself up to being who she used to be, but when
she returned a few days later she was back where she'd started. It was
baffling really and Alan had to wonder if having all three of the chess
piece-patients in one place wasn't causing them harm.
"I know you keep saying that I should lead my own life but I know I'm
waiting for something to happen."
"Explain." Alan said and gave a short sign to continue.
Deborah started talking and they worked through the rest of the session,
exploring the memories of her earlier life and the absence of any, even
the most minimal of traumas that might have led to this state. As
she left, she still walked funnily but she looked less wild and more human
than when she entered. But the gaze she gave Alan when she looked at him
as she closed the door, told him she was still expecting him to make a
move.
2. The
Library
Alan nodded to the
young Asian woman sitting at the desk. Miss Regina was the medical
secretary to the psychiatrist in charge of this ward. Instead of a private
office she'd opted to take up a desk at the library since it overlooked
the domain.
The young woman with almond eyes and wavy brown hair held back by a
circlet returned the nod but for the rest gave off a cold air that had
kept Alan from talking to her. He had the sensation that she felt better
than him. He didn't feel like confronting her about it since his patients
took up most of his emotional strength.
Alan went to a desk at a respectable distance and looked through the files
of his three patients. Once again he found no comparable circumstances.
They never talked about the same subjects, nor did they share
interests.
Regina quietly observed the psychologist that was the talk of the ward.
Word was that Alan with his muted red-brown hair and grey eyes had gone to
great lengths to get all of the chess-piece patients to them. But without
the backing from the head psychiatrist he'd never been able to actually
get the job done. Regina smirked as the man with the slight limp made his
way to a desk on the other side of the room.
She'd watched his sessions with interest, joining the head psychiatrist in
his studies. Though both Alan and his patients knew their talks were being
recorded, they didn't know that she and Thomas, the head psychiatrist had
cameras in all the rooms and watched them, conducting their own research. It wouldn't be long
now.
Regina felt quite pleased to know things that others didn't. She just
couldn't help herself from toying a bit with the psychologist.
"Making progress?" she asked innocently, "Your patients
have been here for a while now."
"What?" Alan looked up startled that the icy secretary had
talked to him, "I suppose so." he then replied, "I might
have to get the opinion of one of the more experienced psychologists or
psychiatrists before I make my next move."
Alan didn't know whether to bring the three together for a session to
maybe force a breakthrough. On the other hand, separating the three might
be better so their shared disorder couldn't amplify when they talked among
themselves. Though that last scenario would be disheartening after he'd
made such an effort to get all of them to him.
"I'm certain Thomas wouldn't mind giving you advice." Regina
smiled sweetly.
"Oh I wouldn't bother Thomas with..."
"He wouldn't mind." Regina stressed, shutting down the
conversation as she returned to her work and made it clear that no more
conversation would take place, leaving Alan baffled and rattled.
3. A Walk
in The Park
Jonah was sitting on a wooden bench on the hospital grounds. Trees
sheltered him from wandering eyes but his posture was rigid and his eyes
stared in the distance as if he didn't want to be there. Alan
approached on the walkway for the next session with his most troublesome
patient. Though Deborah could be a handful, she was straightforward. Wayne
was close to normal in comparison to the other two.
Jonah, the bishop of the chess game did not only move in a peculiar way,
always avoiding straight lines to where he wanted to be like he had some
absurd fondness for Feng Shui. He also avoided stepping on different
colours, preferring to stay on light surfaces. Alan had once asked him why
and the bishop had just told him:
"Everything inside is white so I must walk on the light."
Alan had been told that the man had once been outgoing and social. Looking
at him now nobody would have guessed. He only spoke in riddles and avoided
other humans, well aside from the other chess pieces and Alan, seeming
almost paranoid.
On another matter, Alan just couldn't get through to the man. Jonah always
seemed to talk as if he was the one giving advice, being a counsellor to
Alan. Which was probably why Jonah never came to Alan's office to talk.
Alan assumed Jonah didn't want to see himself as a patient. That or he
didn't want to be recorded.
"Good day." Jonah said, "How was your day?"
Alan smiled and decided to humour the man: "Quite good."
"You talked with Deborah today."
"Indeed, but I can't discuss what she says to me."
"Patient confidentiality. I know." Jonah sighed, "I'll hear
about it."
"I'd like to talk about you now." Alan prodded.
"Me? What is me? exactly. When I am me then you won't see, but if you
is I then we are one. Remember you need to be careful of those with power." Jonah urged.
Alan let his shoulders droop a little. This didn't look like it would be a
great session. The memory of Jonah showing him a knife he'd somehow
smuggled into the hospital fresh in his mind made Alan keep a safer
distance from this particular client. At one point he'd have to dig deeper
but he needed Jonah's trust for that and he hadn't won it yet.
"A closed mind takes all it’s knowledge with it when the envious
try to open it."
"I’ll be sure to tell anyone who tries to crack my skull
that." Alan said, "But I’d like to talk some more of what we
discussed last week…"
Alan returned to safer topics. Jonah was fine talking about things that
weren't personal. But whenever the conversation steered toward chess, the
companions or the hospital, he fell back to talking code.
Jonah humoured the psychologist by talking about normal things. That
seemed to calm the man. The change was coming though. No-one would be able
to stop it, certainly not Alan. Trying to deny it was foolish.
4. Asylum
Common Room
Wayne looked up when Deborah enter the common room they shared. She hopped across
the tiles and came to meet him, causing his throat to feel dry and his
hands to sweat. He quickly took a sip from his glass of water and smiled
at her.
"Hi Deborah." he said.
She smiled back at him and let herself fall into the comfy leather chairs.
There were pillows and blankets in different colours, small coffee tables
to place books and drinks on and a big screen TV. The room was light and
comfortable with large windows and adjustable lighting.
Wayne was sitting in his own chair, wearing a simple long-sleeved shirt
and trousers. Like usual he spent his time reading books. He liked the
classics and was knee-deep in a copy of Anna Karenina. He'd put the book
aside when Deborah'd entered though, a bookmark to show just where he'd
gotten to.
Deborah switched through the channels and Wayne asked:
"Is there anything good on?"
"Hardly. I'm hoping to find a nature documentary." Deborah
replied.
"About horses?" Wayne couldn't help but tease.
"I don't only like horses." Deborah rolled her eyes.
Wayne laughed and said: "If you say so."
Really, was there actually anything wrong with them? Wayne didn't feel
like they should be locked away. They didn't hurt people and they could
function. Clearly they weren't so different from people with a mobility
issue. Someone in a wheelchair probably had it a lot harder than him. And
even Deborah could move around quite freely.
"Shouldn’t you get ready for your session?" Deborah suddenly asked.
Wayne winced and shrugged, "It only takes five minutes to get to the office."
"You’re going to go like that?"
"How else?"
"He is our king you know." Deborah insisted.
"You just want to believe that because you fell for him like a
stone." Wayne said and stood up abruptly, "I think you should be
careful. Nothing here is what it seems."
Sometimes Wayne wondered what had possessed him to come here in the first
place. He knew he'd gotten a phone call from a man and then suddenly he
was booking a flight and making arrangements to come here. The other two
had similar stories though Deborah seemed not to care. She probably put it
down to Alan calling her and that being evidence that he was their
king.
Wayne knew he was jealous and that Deborah was free to choose whomever she
wanted but that didn't mean he had to be around to hear about it. But he
just couldn't bring himself to being stern or angry with her. So he
lightened the mood with a little joke:
"Besides, dressing myself up might give him the
wrong ideas."
Deborah gave him a wicked smile and said: "You'll see."
Wayne turned and left, leaving Deborah alone, wondering what she'd said to
make him leave.
5. Talk
among Professionals
"He's coming." Thomas said to Regina who'd for once left her desk
at the library and had taken up her place at the head psychiatrist's
office.
Regina smiled amused and minimised the video files they'd been watching. The
only conversations they couldn't watch were those between Alan and Jonah
who'd rightfully deducted that the cameras outside couldn't pick up quiet
conversations. She readied a
spreadsheet with notes and proceeded to look busy doing secretarial
work.
Alan knocked on the door and Thomas called him in.
"Welcome, Alan. How are things going with the patients."
"As you've gathered from my notes, every time I talk to them they seem
to progress. Maybe they're just humouring me, because at the next session I
have to start again from scratch. I don't know if they're maybe intensifying
their disorders by interacting with each other. I could force the matter by
trying a group session. Or I could play it safe by segregating them
more."
"I see your dilemma." Thomas said, "We want to have results
as soon as possible but that doesn't mean we should rush in and cause
harm."
"Exactly."
Thomas paused a moment for effect. Pretending to think on the matter he let
his thoughts roam to the coming session. Deborah had the right idea, but the
others still resisted their lot in life. They should wait for their king to
lead them. And soon the time would be upon them to open the door to the rest
of their lives. Thomas presumed that some of their quirks would vanish at
that point. But it was quite entertaining to see them all falter and flail
around.
"I think you should risk it. They've been here for 3 months already. If
not now, then when?"
"I think you're right." Alan nodded, content with the advice.
The psychologist got up, stretched his cramped leg and headed for the door.
He had his next appointment to get to after all.
Regina got up right after Alan left and proceeded to the desk of her
boss.
"He is still completely clueless." she chuckled.
"Well, he isn't the most valuable piece in the game. But think about
it. A pawn in the right place might change the game in our favour. Deborah
follows him blindly and even Jonah seems to have taken to him. Only Wayne
seems to dislike him."
"That's because he fancies Deborah." Regina supplied, "I've
been talking to him when he visits the library to get new books."
"Then he'll follow Deborah in the end." Thomas nodded.
"I shall start with the preparations." Regina said with a small
bow of her head.
"Very good."
Thomas dismissed his secretary and returned to watching the screens. A good
commander should be aware of everything his subjects did.
6. Tower room
Alan entered Wayne's
room. Sometimes the man that emulated the rook chess piece didn't come to
one of his sessions. Usually that meant he was lost in his books or
thoughts and had forgotten the time.
Today though Wayne just hadn't felt like going. There was the thing
with Deborah sure, but he could ignore jealousy. The confinement was grating
his nerves. Of course he'd come here to be cured of his particular disorder
but it just didn't feel like anything was happening. Aside from his
inability to go diagonally, Wayne didn't feel like there was much wrong with
him. Deborah also seemed pretty normal. Jonah was a bit different, but who
wasn't to say that the man hadn't been a bit unstable to start with?
Still, it was the jealousy that took hold of his mind when Alan knocked on
his door and entered to have their session.
"What does she see in you?" he asked Alan.
"Who?"
"Deborah."
"I don't think she sees anything in me." Alan defended, "She
has me pegged as her saviour though I won't take that role. She needs to
change herself in order to get better."
"You don't believe what she says."
"Do you?" Alan played the question back.
"Not really." Wayne sighed, "But if it gets things moving
I'll take it."
"About that. Thomas and me were thinking of holding a group session to
see if we can spark a breakthrough."
Alan and Wayne continued, the talk feeling more informal than session. To
Alan, Wayne was basically the one who was least affected by his disorder.
But he was maybe also the most vulnerableof the three because he was
still so firmly rooted in reality.
After Alan left, Wayne looked out the window and saw Jonah walking
crisscross on the lawn. The man suddenly looked up and raised his hand in
warning. Wayne looked around but his room was empty. Wayne sighed and
returned to his book to distract his mind.
7. Group
Session
Alan paced around nervously. Sometimes he felt like he was being dragged
around by some invisible leash but he quickly shed the thought as he'd never
been a religious type of guy. He was probably just nervous about the coming
group session.
Deborah was already there, Wayne was on his way. Jonah had been nowhere to
be found but he had received the notice for the group session, so Alan
trusted him to be there, even if it was inside. It's not like people had to
speak. In fact group sessions often stayed on relative safe subjects for a
couple of meetings before diving deeper so people could get to know each
other. On the other hand, these three had been living together for the past
months.
Deborah smiled at Alan, wondering why he was nervous. He probably was going
to make some big announcement today. Wayne entered and made a straight line
for the chair next to hers. He'd been back to normal so she felt
relieved.
Wayne acted like he was completely fine and relaxed. But inside he felt like
little bolts of lightning were waging war on his system. Something was up,
something would happen. Something that might not be all that safe. His
feeling of impending doom had only grown since the day before. Which is
why he sat close to Deborah, if anything he wanted to be there to keep her
safe.
Jonah wavered in front of the door, wondering if he should go inside. He
knew everything would be recorded. He'd dressed for the occasion in black
and white and wasn't surprised to find the others dressed accordingly after
he'd opened the door. Carefully he stepped inside, almost expecting the
floor to give way or some divine punishment to fall upon him. He gingerly
sat down and pointedly looked at Alan.
"Thanks for showing up." Alan beamed, "Today we'll talk as a
group for the first time..."
About half an hour into the session, Thomas decided to make his move. After
all these people weren't crazy, not even perturbed, probably only a bit
unusual. So the session would lead to nothing and postponing the inevitable
was silly.
He stood up, fastened his cape and gestured to Regina to follow him. She
quickly got up and held out his crown. She'd already been wearing hers.
Excitement bubbled up inside her, almost making her skip through the
hallways but she contained herself, following the stately Thomas as he
strode made his way through the hallways.
A knock on the door broke Alan's concentration. Usually staff didn't
interrupt sessions so something urgent had to be up. He went to the door and
opened it, surprised to find Thomas and Regina there.
Before Alan could talk, Thomas pushed him aside and strode in, Regina close
behind.
"I'm glad that we all got to be here together today. I know some of you
have had the feeling something was about to happen and I can only commend
your intuitive powers."
Deborah jumped up and Wayne got up right behind her while Jonah remained
seated, slouched on his chair and looking quite worried. Alan made his way
into the room and wondered what was going on. Jonah's warning playing
through his mind.
"Thomas spent no expense gathering you all here." Regina added,
"For we are all meant to be together."
Thomas looked a bit annoyed that his secretary had interrupted, but then, she
was the queen in his game and had her own authority.
"What's going on?" Alan asked, feeling like he was the only sane
person in the room.
"You were misguided, my boy, to think that these people are anything
but sane. I've called them all here to go to an event that's been long in
coming. But getting ready to attend was a chore on it's own. Ladies and gentlemen, we'll be going to the checkerboard ball."
Thomas thunked his staff on the floor and a door that had never been there
appeared on the wall. It opened without being touched and led to a place
that was both magical and technological as if Fantasy and Science Fiction
had equal parts in it's creation.
"Now follow me." Thomas said and entered.
Regina watched as Deborah was the first to move through, closely followed by
Wayne. She'd thought Jonah would be the hardest to convince but he just
shrugged and went with the flow. So without further ado, she grabbed hold of
Alan's arm and dragged the poor, shell-shocked man through to his new
future.
8. Checkerboard
Ball
Some time had passed while the 6 chess-pieces acclimated
to their new surroundings and practiced for the coming event. Dancing
after all would prove to be a problem though their weird walking patterns
had lightened somewhat.
"Just follow my lead." Deborah smiled as she led Wayne into a
waltz, her natural knight-moves fitting the dance well.
Jonah stood to the side, watching. He'd been to parties before and could
manage some simple dances already. Alan stood to his side.
"I told you to be wary of your superiors."
"I imagine I wouldn't have listened anyway." Alan replied.
He'd been so grateful to Thomas for hiring him. In hindsight it had all
been to keep him close as he was the pawn in the game of chess. Probably
the most useless piece in the game. Alan felt rather useless since he'd
gotten here, having to adjust to a lot more than the others.
"You don't seem to like it here." Jonah observed.
"I wasn't quite expecting to have my life change so
drastically."
"Yeah, I can relate. I wasn't happy to leave my job and be hauled off
to a psychiatric hospital as if I was crazy either." he remarked
dryly.
"What's with you talking normal anyway?"
"I liked to throw you off balance." the bishop admitted,
"It was quite fun to see you flail around trying to make sense of it
all."
"Did you know I was like you?" Alan wondered.
"I had a feeling. Though I didn't know why we'd been brought
together. Your limp reminded me too much of the way I coped myself until I
could hide it no longer."
Wayne dropped down beside them, tired from dancing with the energetic
knight.
"I don't think I'll be able to keep that up." he told the other
two.
"She'll probably dance with others as well." Alan said.
'As long as they play waltzes." Jonah added.
In the middle of the room, Thomas and Regina took to dance. Though they
were king and queen, they didn't seem to be a romantic couple, more like
business partners. But they matched well in their dance, Regina being the
more active of the two since she had a wider range of motion while Thomas
felt content to let her twirl around him with only the occasional sidestep
from him.
"I'm so ready for this party to start." Deborah said as she
drank some water.
"Bring it on." Jonah agreed with a smirk.
CONTINUE
Alan (Pawn) - Deborah
(Knight) - Jonah (Bishop) - Wayne
(Rook)
Regina (Queen) - Thomas
(King)
Lantessama Isle
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