burn my memory, burn my outline
the tears scream to scar your unpierced flesh
shattered mirrors reflecting back your face
'let your defences fall'
[ Black Tape for a Blue Girl]
Chapter3: Introduction of the Blades
Gilles admired the dull blades one more
time before leaving his room. He straightened his shoulders and walked upright
as if he'd already left the realm of mere mortals
behind. Today was the second day he was here and his natural abundance of
self-esteem had reached a new high. Today they would meet the surgeons of the
clinic, the very people who could make his dreams come true.
Gilles clutched the invitation in his hand and went over the message once again.
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"Tired of searching for a surgeon who will make all your dreams come true? Don't have money to pay the outrageous fees they ask? You've been chosen to attend a weekend at the clinic of wellness and beautification, no strings attached. Enjoy our facilities and make a decision later." |
For someone as Gilles who wanted to
endanger his health to have foreign objects implanted in his body, this was
really his only option. He could tell the two women were here because they
didn't have enough money to pay for their surgeries. They might think the clinic
wanted to some charity to get their institution in the news. Gilles knew there
was something fishy about it though. As long as the surgeons seemed to know what
they were doing he couldn't care less. Determined he went to meeting room.
When he entered, Dorothy and Mandy were already sipping tea and eating scones.
Gilles detested that English custom but he saw a can of coffee on the table and
decided to ignore it. After their surgeries they might be beauties. Dorothy
didn't do it for him, she was too goody-two-shoes, but that redhead got his
hormones rattled.
Getting his coffee, Gilles noticed that this room too had been subject of a
strange interior decorator. It was downright morbid considering they were in a
clinic. The windows had been darkened, but you could still see that the room was
very large, a mess maybe. Only a little part of it was visible in the light of
two dim lamps. But just beyond that circle of light Gilles could distinguish
some odd shapes. Shapes his mind recognised as arms, legs or torsos. Gilles took
a few steps back and saw the silhouettes fade into darkness.
"Welcome." a voice said.
Gilles turned around and saw a gorgeous blond, who'd feature in naughty
school-teacher fantasies in Gilles future dreams. Gilles smiled at her, but got
an ice-cold stare in return. Feeling that the world had been turned upside down
he sat down and waited.
"My name is Lana." the woman spoke, "I'm one of the two surgeons in this
institution."
Gilles started to feel that whip would suit her. And maybe shackles. She could
have been the one who'd decorated the halls with them in the first place. Gilles
noticed motion at the edge of his vision and he focused on a second person
entering. A gentleman in a suit, carrying a set of blades in his jacket pocket
was clearly the second doctor.
"Björn." he said, "I'll be delighted to make your wishes come true."
Dorothy shifted on her seat, unsettled by the man's weird glare.
"We shall now tell you about the procedures."
"Firstly you've all been invited to make a decision here. Nothing has been
planned yet." Björn said sounding regretful, "But we urge you to enjoy the
facilities. If you have any questions you can ask us. At the end of the weekend
you'll be asked whether you want to leave or whether you'd like to stay and
undergo our plans for you"
"This afternoon you can visit the gym and the kitchen. We believe in training
and eating balanced meals to help your recovery. Tomorrow you are expected to
attend Miriam's salon. She's our beautician who will help you with your new
image. She's also available for questions about clothes, hair and make-up. After
that you'll be free until diner to make your decision." Lana continued.
"Any questions?" Björn asked.
The three patients looked around, but neither of them really had questions.
"My time here is up." Lana nodded and without a second glance she left.
Björn followed her, but not before he made eye-contact with Gilles. He smiled
unpleasantly, and then flashed a few scalpels, "I believe we have much in
common." he chuckled, "Maybe we need to converse about our hobbies and interests
sometime. Tomorrow night after diner maybe?"
"Yes, I would like that." Gilles mused. It would be good to get to know some of
these people a bit better.